Thursday, February 27, 2014

The Jealous Crow Part 2



Alabaster skin eerily shone in the moonlit room.  She was breathtakingly beautiful, other-worldly in her countenance.  Taking a small, dainty step forward, she gave them a slightly less shadowed glimpse of this altered form.  

It was as if the young woman were stepping out of a dream: her movements were the embodiment of Grace.  It was pure, indulgent rapture to behold her.  Hair as black as midnight seemed richer than deepest space next to such starry skin.  This dreamy sculpture of moon-beams and starlight had come lithely to life and was lightly stealing steps toward them. 

It was not until she had fully stepped forth into the center of the room, unveiled by dark shadows, that they saw her stately, black wings.

Seneca?” asked her mother in quiet disbelief.  “However did you come to acquire these ebony wings?”

The old crone in the birch-root rocker snorted loudly at the query, a stern look crossing her face.  She rocked slowly, rhythmically and stared intently at the maid.

The altered, ephemeral beauty lifted her long arm, turned her delicate wrist, and, with slender fingers and open palm extended, offered a genteel reference to the rocking crone.  “The crow,” she offered simply.  Then, without thought, her white fingers, like small birds, took flight toward the willow pendant she wore around her neck, and fluttered nervously.

“Where did you get that pendant?” croaked the ancient, bent woman from where she sat.  She kept her gaze tightly locked upon Seneca’s nervously dancing hands.  It was a sinister, malevolent look.  Her un-worldly eyes were mysterious glowing green orbs which floated like holograms inside dark, sunken sockets.  

Seneca’s palm flattened over her pendant, claiming it protectively.  “It’s mine.  I’ve had it since birth,” she said stoically.  Without needing to glance at her, she knew her mother would be nodding in affirmation.

The crone’s knuckles whitened over the knobby ends of the chair’s arms, clutching so tightly that her long, talon-tipped nails started to dig into the dense root-wood.  “Yes, dearest One, but who was it that put it ‘round that baby sweet neck of yours?” the crow-turned-crone crooned in sickeningly sweet mockery.

“She had it on when she came to us,” offered Seneca’s mother and looked up with whistle-quick astonishment.  “Why?  What is it?” Worry furrowed her brown brow.  Nearly crumpling with self-feigned fears, the middle-aged woman pleaded toward the crone, “What does it mean?”

Keeping the pendant flatly sandwiched between her left hand and her chest, Seneca came closer to the crone, almond eyes locked and one slender brow raised expectantly.  “Well?” she encouraged, taking another bold step forward, closing the distance between herself and the ancient green-eyed woman.  “Do you know?”

The old woman clucked lowly, eyes blazing from the black pits of her skin-stretched sockets.  She licked her thin, cracked lips with a thick, cracked tongue then said, “You have been trapped, luscious girl.  The one who gave that to you,” her voice cracked and then was still.  The old bird tilted her head to the side while keeping those eerie eyes locked onto Seneca’s.  She leaned forward as if to whisper, presenting a tremulous and crooked, boney finger, “… has got you imprisoned!” she cackled with maniacal glee.  “You stupid, stupid girl…” her silvery voice was slit with rage.  Both of us are prisoners, now!” 

The crone screeched and deftly rose up from the chair to her feet.  They were now eye to eye, the maid and the crone.  Glowering, un-tempered rage smoldered in the ancient’s green gaze.  Bold pureness stared back with stone-solid glare.   There was merely a heartbeat, not two, before the old crow stumbled and fell back down into the chair, face cast down with defeat.  Something significant had passed between them.  

“Light the fire,” said Seneca to the crone in a light, but commanding tone.  The ancient sneered ruefully, then got up slowly.  It took her a few breaths of time to find her footing after she stood.  Shuffling over toward the hearth in her stooped position, she made long, dragged-out scuffing sounds with each step.  

The fire was crackling and burning merrily in no time.  After the crone finally got to her hearth-side destination, the elder made quick work in creating a hearty and lively fire.  Soon the area was aglow with warmth as well as light.  

The bedroom, lit again from the center hearth, lost its former chill and dewy dampness.  No longer did swirls of smoky fog cling and cluster around the carved clawed feet of the bed, or the spindle-legged nightstand and the slender candelabrum; no more was the floor layered by deceptive white pools of sticky fog syrup.

Seneca’s mother helped to re-light the candles from the recently lit fire.  Shadows that had lingered in darkened corners slid into cracks between the old grange’s crumbling stone mortars.  Tapestries on the walls danced with newly lit, enlivened patterns.  There were unicorns with gold swiveled horns met together in battle in the heart of a virgin forest.  Other mythical creatures are shown nearby, the audience showing a myriad of mixed responses.  Some of the expressions seemed realistically haunting when the candle-light brought to life snarls of haughty hunger in the most evil of beasts. 

Other tapestries depicted complex forest sceneries of elegant outdoor fairy banquets, rituals and festivities.  The frolicking fire light lent lewd provocative movement to daring tapestry dance scenes.

Dawn was soon to arrive.  There were already signs of pre-morning stirrings outside.  The light was starting to shift, and the landscape was painted in more familiar tones of pink and stone and brownish-black.

“Look long and still upon your changed charge, Madam,” the crone cajoled, “for come first light of Dawn, you will no longer be able to see her fair form, or hear her sweet songs.” With one swift and sinister sentence, the old crow’s foretelling had culled away any delight the other two were wont to enjoy in Seneca’s newly found mystical evolution of surreal winged-beauty.

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Recipe: Home-Made Granola




Home Baked Granola
Where have all the hippies gone?  They're no longer in San Fransisco, I'm told.  If you're looking for where the hippies are hiding, come and visit Asheville, NC.  Hippies are known to travel where there is beauty, love and art.  It's beautiful here in the mountains and the people are pretty darn nice, too.  I believe Western NC has the most artists per capita than anywhere else in the USA.  You can quote me on that (but I'm unsure if there is a citation to back it up as fact)!

If you're going to be part of the Asheville scene, there are a few things that you'll need to have with you during your tour downtown and on various hikes:
  • a water bottle
  • some home-made granola
Here is a recipe that I received from Joshua Henry, a friend that worked with me at the Bakery.  This recipe makes plenty- so you'll have lots to share with all your new friends when you break it out.

Pre-heat oven to 325 degrees

Mix Dry Ingredients and set aside 
  • 7 cups of rolled oats
  • 1 cup wheat germ (optional- this adds extra folate)
  • 1 cup unsweetened coconut flaked
  • 1 cup chopped almonds, walnuts or pecans
  • 1/2 cup unsalted sunflower seeds and/or sesame seeds and/or flax seeds
Mix Wet Ingredients together, then pour over dry ingredients, mixing well
  • 1/2 cup boiling water
  • 1/2 cup honey
  • 1/2 cup vegetable oil
  • 1/4 cup brown sugar
  • 1 teaspoon vanilla
  • 1/2 teaspoon salt
 Spread on cookie sheets and bake at 325, turning every 10 minutes until golden brown.


Cool completely and store in an air-tight container.

Serving Suggestions for Granola:

  • Sprinkle granola lightly over a salad of spinach, spring greens, feta, diced tart apples and dried cranberries.
  • This granola is great over ice-cream!!!!
  • Add dried fruits and milk or yogurt as you like for a wonderful breakfast cereal.
  • Mix in some M&Ms, dried fruits and small pretzels for a tasty trail mix.

Sunday, February 16, 2014

This Message is for You

I feel as though I am living in sympatico with you; even if we are not physically communicating, I swear I can vaguely understand some of the pieces that you are going through lately.

I understand that you are re-evaluating yourself, where you are in life and what you truly want - how and if you can really get it - and, perhaps even, if it is indeed worth it for all the trouble.

First, anything of value is worth the work it takes to acquire it.  Sometimes it is terribly difficult to gauge whether or not the goal of the effort is worth pursuing.

I understand that there are multiple stumbling blocks that are being presented to you at this time - both by your self and pointed out by the people you trust.

The thing is, even with all of these voices coming at you and feelings starting to surface, you will continue to live a life of discontent if you neglect listening to your heart first and foremost.

It is because you have been neglecting your heart that you have found yourself here at present; seeking, questioning and listening again to your inner, honest heart's desire will lead you to a more fulfilling life.

Or, you can go on ignoring your true heart's desire and either go through life in a veil of denial and dispassionate complacency or stew in a cesspool of anger and resentment.

Take a moment and listen to your heart, please.  It's worth it, I promise you.

Monday, February 10, 2014

Foreword: The Jealous Crow




Night: it was her favorite time.  She especially enjoyed the crisp, chilly clean air of late autumn nights, when the fire was lit for warmth as well as for light.  Tonight was especially lovely.  Through the thin glass panes she could see the dark outline of naked trees against the deep indigo sky.  The perfect full moon hung large and low, whispering promises of mystery.

The scene outside carried to her nostalgic remembrances of the Old Stories she had heard growing up.  In the span of Grey-Night, there is the Long Perfect Stretch of Time.  Well after midnight, when everything is deeply asleep and the despair of the day is released in the sigh of the Dream, one would sometimes hear the night-bird.  Offering his lonely, longing song to the deep of the Night and the power of the Dream, the night-bird sang his prayer.  It was said that the purity of his voice could pierce through the Veil of Separation.

She sauntered slowly, dreamy-eyed, toward the fireplace and her favorite rocking chair.  Her long skirts swept up a few stray ashes from the piney wood floor.  She felt a tingle in her nose and heard a scratching tap at the window.

She sneezed from the stirred ash, or was it the smoke?  Now that she took notice, there were tendrils of smoke starting to wind and curl like vines up the posts of her bed.  The floor was now an undulating foggy mat, growing and climbing up the bases of the walls.  She could not see her feet.
She heard a slight scratching tap at the window again and, pivoting quickly, looked up to see a straggly naked branch claw irritatingly at the thin glass pane.  

The wind stirred awake and the air shifted moodily outside.  Clouds covered the moon, diffusing soft light over the bare forest trees and pale shady ground.  The Night-scape shifted into greys and greens; soon everything outside appeared as present, as distant and as shifting as Dream-scape.  

“Hssss” the wind shhhsshhd and howled and the tapping scrape at the far window continued.  “Seneca…” the wind called her name.  The clawed branch tap-tap-tapped in rhythm to her quickening heartbeat.  A pair of vivid green eyes peered at her through the darkened window.  “Seneca…” she heard again.  One eye disappeared and the other singularly latched its beryl green stare onto her.

“Let me in, so that I may praise your beauty, Seneca,” said the wind, then blinking one verdant eye and claw-tapping outside the far window.

Chills drew up her arms and she shivered from the swiftly creeping sensation.  She would not break her line of sight from the vibrant green gaze.  “No,” she said with a confidence that belied her racing pulse.  

Her feet were cold, numb and unresponsive as she tried to take a step.  The cloth-like foggy smoke clung to her ankles and calves, keeping her quite easily fixed in place.  Her doe-eyes dilated until they were nearly all black.  Was this a dream?

“Oh Seneca,” the windy voice whispered through the crack at the window.  The silhouette of a black bird beak chipped at the glass thrice before she heard, “Come to me, beautiful Mistress!  I have many wonderful gifts to give to you.  I have been seeking you for such a long time, my lovely.  Open the window, darling girl,” the voice was a softly beckoning, compelling coo.  “Your dark hair is rich and deep like burgundy, the slow and heady scent of which makes my mouth water.  I dream to sip a kiss from the top of your glorious crown.”

Vaguely, she could feel a warm breath upon the nape of her neck, and the top of her head was dancing with heat from lively licks of fire.  Her hand slowly snaked up her body to touch her shoulder, neck and head, gingerly feeling with measured caution for the presence of another.  Was this a dream?
“Seneca… Seneca, lovely Seneca,” the voice whispered and cooed, subtle vibrations accented in such a way that her name became a luscious, sensual and provocative sound, pleasing and arousing to hear.  “Seneca…”

Her eyes closed, the hard-lined gaze she held with that singular green eye was now broken by her lack of will.  Mother,” she heard herself say out loud and without thought; the cry was more akin to a plea.

The light in the room dimmed darkly as the fire in the hearth deadened.  Smokey fog rose up to choke the girl, circling her with cloying closure.  Her body felt wrapped in sticky sweet warmth; pure putrid evil, like dark molasses, dripped down from the top of her head and clung to her skin.  Her body was slowly being consumed by jealousy.  Digestive residue slid down her face and she inhaled the acrid sweetness of death.  It was very, very difficult for her to move.  Was she in a dream?

The wind flew down the chimney, resin and soot fluttering around like a murder of crows.

“Vengeful creature!” a large green eyed crow sneered and pecked at the top of the girl’s head. Seneca tried to toss up her arms to protect herself, and felt the cinch of the bird’s beak bite a chunk of flesh from her hand instead of her scalp.  A deep rush of blood soon surfaced from the wound to spill and stain.

“How dare you try and keep your beauty from me!  You are so selfish!” The crow screeched and pecked again, this time not only grabbing a big bite from her cheek, but also leaving 3 deeply trenched claw-marks on the side of her shoulder and neck by her collarbone.

Her sight became blurred by tears and blood.  She felt woozy from the lack of air.  Trying to speak, her mouth parted in agony, ready to scream, but not a sound spilled from her lips.  A creamy film covered her vision.

Seneca felt the black-bird swoop down again and again from its lofty heights above, diligently plucking away bits of flesh from her torn cheek and now-opened neck and shoulder.  The scavenger laughed coarsely.  “You can’t keep your beauty away from me, my lovely little girl; it’s mine!  It belongs to ME!” With a gluttonous cluck, the crow perched on the girl’s shoulder and began to pick heartily at the tender flaps of skin along her slender throat.

Wantonly gloating with glee, the green-eyed crow gave a guttural squawk and several other black birds came to roost on the girl, ready to feast.  Each crow began to pick and pluck at her, until she was completely enveloped by a mass of furiously flapping feathers and gorging black beaks.
The willow pendant started to shine with her dying light.  She felt a warmth in the center of her chest spread throughout her body evenly, extending in all directions.  

A high-pitched scream assaulted the air, the sharp sound ricocheting from each stony crack.  A flash of bright opalescent white lasting as long as a breath suffused everything with opaque stillness.
The light dissipated.  The stillness remained.  

It was very dark now.  The fire in the hearth was completely out; there were not even any orange embers glowing.  The sconces along the walls, the candles in their holders, each torch and lamp and lantern, all had been snuffed out.

There was a slow creaking from the old rocking chair.  In the darkness sat an ancient, bent woman.  Her hands, spotted and time- withered, lay with unevenly curved fingers on the knobby arms of the birch-root rocker.  Dull, grey hair tangled like a crow’s nest around her head and shoulders.  She lurched forward, pointing a single, talon-black finger toward the silhouette of someone emerging from the shadows beyond the dampened fireplace.